Toe toe.

I am going to visit a doctor tomorrow!
haha
my pig toe until now still haven recover.
omg man!

cannot go training,
cannot play ultimate.
sian la.

Strangers.

I am feeling damn sucky now ):
because of what you said.
Strangers. ):

What more can I say.....
Think nobody knows how I am feeling now.
...

知足

Nice song :D
I like!
I want Kokhow to send me leh!!!

You think too much.
GOH JIAYI! :D

Tired.

I am tired.
I am a human, and of course I have feelings.

I am seriously very tired. ):
Facebook in search for groups to join.
Any recommendations?

On the other hand,
I got my singapore flag for my flight suit, and my alumni shirt.

And say goodbye to our friendship.
bye.

Dick.

Life is like a dick, it get hard sometimes.

I seriously hate being alone for even a while.
I cant bear it, I really cant.
I will just keep thinking about her.
I cant, I didnt want to.
But I just cant control.

Is it foolish of me to think that she will forget him?
Is it foolish of me to even think that she will love me back?
Is it foolish of me to hold on for so long when everyone has been scolding me?

Yes my friends have been scolding me.
They told me I was being a substitute when I was with you,
and all I told them was "fuck you"
You once told me that you didnt treat me as a substitute when you together with me.
I believed, I really do.
But I really dont get it why you will still chose to break with me.

My sister scold me crazy when she know that I was still chatting with you.
She said I so thick skin for what, you break up with me still wanna go talk to you.
I didnt say anything. I kept quiet.

Everytime I am alone, I will think of all those stuffs.
What can I do?
I did everything because I love you.
not because I have too much time to spend.

Is it worth it for me to spend so much time with you?
Is it worth it for me to take 99 with you even though you always sleep?
Is it worth it for me to text you every single day?

I keep telling myself it is worth it.
1 day you would love me back.
I believe.

Everytime we took the bus, you felt asleep,
leaving me alone on the bus,
I told myself it would be worth it in the end.
All I want, was to acc you and make sure you rest.

I tried not to text you for 1 day,
I cant. ):
I just cant.
What if I dont text you 1 day first?
What will you do?

Alot of people said that your replies were very short,
and they said I must be so good cause I still can reply your short replies.
Today, I went to check my inbox.
Filled with your name,
I open the content of each text.
Short, short, short.
Every text was just a short reply.
I cant believe that I still can reply you.

Last time on the mrt,
JJ said that the distance between his girlfriend and his house matters alot.
That is what I used to think.
but when I really found her
I didnt care about the distance.
So what if it is far?
I dont mind the long journey from my house to your house,
just to meet you for a while.

I wonder,
why cant you just forget about him.
when you told me,
you dont talk to him at all,
you dont meet him at all.
just why? ):

I feel like an idiot at times.
A foolish idiot waiting for my love to forget another guy.

Why must I always lose to other guys?
Sports, relationship, studies.
Why cant I just win for once at least?

I am really feeling very stress.
I cant give up on you.
I dont need all the sorry too. ):
Do you know what I really want?

This are all the bad stuffs that I said I was thinking of ):
You might be angry when you see this.
It's not that I wanted you to be angry or what.
I just dont want myself to be so negative anymore.

I wont give up on you ):
I hope you wont doubt me.
You need time to forget him I know.
What can I do......

I just want you to be yourself.
I want to be myself too.
I hope you know 1 day that.
someone is still loving you.




This song is nice.
I saw from alot of people's blog.

Food!

So this is STICKY the sweet :D
and it is 100% vegetarian.
WOO!

I had subway for dinner tonight! :D
Yummy.
Subway is nice nice nice.
I wanna eat cookies man. ):
Sis bought starbucks back too :D
WOO!

Went to moberly with my classmates during lunch break,
and we played rock band! :D
got alot of new songs like the 2 videos below.






Nice right! :D
The 2 songs, so nice :D
Jiayi show me another hot video!
but I lazy to post up here,
maybe next time ok?!

Oh anyway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN! :D
since your birthday is coming soon like
another
1 HOUR AND 30MINS! :D
生日快乐.
See you tomorrow during training.

Life

Life is full of ups and downs.
Life is full of disappointment.
You cant disagree cause that is the fact.

Be brave and face it no matter what happen.
Cry it out if you cant take it.
Shout it out if you cant take it.

You are still yourself.
:D

Thursday

Woo, I bought a mentos rainbow to kinda cheer myself up :D

Alright selection for IVP squad ended already,
was kinda disappointed of course right,
who wont I wonder.
So I bought the mentos rainbow, and it taste good!

Oh anyway congrats to those who made it into the squad alright :D
Good job all,
and SPU juniors,
dont worry cause tonight wont be the last scrimmage where we play against each other,
with so much fun of course.
haha good luck SPU :D
Just always remember that,
today will not be the last training.

Was kinda feeling weird that I reached home so early on a thursday night.
I wonder who feel the same thing as I do man?! :D
I feel kinda sad too.
But the person who can cheer me up is not free.
Awww,
Anyway train hard ok. :D
Lucky you came for training today.

Aiya I want to go and play game already.
Goodbye people.
Remember to go to SPU blog tomorrow! :D
Dont forget.

Ultimate

Hello everybody :D
Training today with SPU was fun.
Although we were split into different teams,
but nevertheless it was still fun and enjoyable.

Tomorrow is the last trial for the IVP squad :D
Good luck everyone in SPU.
Believe in yourself and therefore go for it.

I am going there with a relax mood I supposed.
No use playing under a stress environment :D
Take it easy.
In mean you are in,
out mean you are out.

Good luck once again! :D

Home one

I am damn tired now man ):
Omg!
But I cant sleep yet, I still got a report to rush man.
So today's update shall be very short.

Firstly does anyone have 子曰 by the Ah 亮 :D hahaha
Nice song sia I like (Y)

School tomorrow at 11am ):
I guess i am going to sleep late tonight and try to wake up early.
Met up with Jiayi today :D
She wanted to take 99,
so I acc her and took 2 rounds of that.
haha and she fell asleep :D
So funny!

Ok I am going to start my report now,
and nothing much about my previous post,
I deleted it away already.
Thanks.

Foolish

Moving Rubber for sale! :D
Anyone wanna buy moving rubber(Pink) as shown on top?
Totally new, not yet opened before.
Interested please tell me.




How could there be like such a foolish person like me?
Waiting and at the same time thinking of it.
Maybe it's time to give it another deep thought.

Went for ZD training today.
The mindset was not right from the start.
I was just thinking about my mindset and Rudy talked about it to everyone.
Very much agreed that we must all have the correct mindset in what things we do man.
Not just because you are tired or what,
but rather we are 1 team,
we should support each other more.

I did try to change my mindset during drills and gameplay,
but was kinda hard.
I dont know why,
maybe I am too tired ):
Glad that you came to training today anyway.
but I dont think you visit my blog also.


Winter league up tomorrow,
will you be there again like last week?
going to friend house in the morning first for some things.
Everybody let go! :D

LET'S GO ZD, SPU, MEGATRONS :D

Pilot license (:

Hi,
I tell you all something ok,
I damn long never use computer to online already man ):

Firstly is because of the license preparation and studying,
next is becaues of ultimate training!
Life's busy , LB!

Let kick start this post with the practical lesson I did like on Monday :D
I did some weight and balance check for the A/C in the maintaince lab.
Waa jacking up the airplane all those stuffs were fun man.

And FYI,
this is not the plane I fly while I was taking my license.
heh.
Now let pictures do the talking :D

Ok I know there are only a few pics only,
but it doesn't matter right?! :D
Cause here come the more important part of this post.
As mentioned in the title itself,
TADA!
after like EXACTLY 1 year and 2 months,
I finally finished my flying training in the Singapore Youth Flying Club.
Very glad to finish this part :D
Wanna know what happen during my test,
please go to facebook and see my note on THE FHT! (:

Can see my name below?
TAN WY :D
THAT IS MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
and can you see the word in GREEN! :D
PASSED! :D
Like omg finally,
and now I can finally focus on ultimate and my studies :D
and that is the application form for the private pilot license.
Wooo! :D




LOVE YOU ALL PEOPLE :D
I am seriously damn tired and shag man ):
Got SPU training yesterday and ended kinda late.

I used to be confident almost getting into the squad,
but my performance yesterday seem bad,
and I can feel it myself.
So ya,
even if I didnt make it there,
its alright,
cause I know there is only one chance.

Ultimate had really changed my life,
one of the best friends I had made in ultimate got to be Daniel Ng :D
Remember our promise ar!
You better treat me / I better treat you.
The best is that we eat together! :D
We both will be happier that way.

And did I mention that I got cramps during training last night.
OMG ):
First time I cramp during training man,
confirm is because I didnt do warmup at first.
Tomorrow ZD training, hope I can make it,
LEGS pleaseeeee! ):

Went for a night gathering with my sec sch friends,
or rather like a farewell meetup for Kangjin :D
He is going into army soon!
Good luck for everything in there.
SEE YOU SOON! :D

Alright people I am seriously damn tired,
and maybe I should sleep soon! :D
heh.
Goodnight! :D

Do or Die.

Either I pass tomorrow,
or I fail tomorrow.

If I suay suay ( touch wood ) fail -.-
please dont come and tell me things like,
"Its alright, jiayou, come on la, you can do it, relax dont sad etc"

If i heng heng pass :DDDDDDDDDDDD
please come and say congrats to me! :D
WOOO!
okok :D

Time to study.
Got to rush everything man!
JIAYOU WEIYANG YOU CAN DO IT!
COME ON LA.

Did I?

Did I ever ask you to visit my blog,
and look at the 2 sentence I wrote for you.
That is what I feel so much for you,
I dont know why.

You think you are a loser?
Yes you are?
It's alright, I think I am one too.

I hate school, I cant wake up on time tomorrow
and I am very sure of this.
then heck it.

Now I understand,
why people like to use FML.
How stupid can your life be?
How dumb can your life be?
How foolish can your life be?
How naive can your life be?

No mood to do anything right now.
No mood for school at all seriously.
No mood for studying / revising.

You didnt know your presence today on the field make me stronger.
You didnt know.
Did you?
I told myself,
you are not even looking at my side,
why should I even try hard man.
Every time i score, I look at you,
but you were not looking at all.

I think even if you ask me not to go for today's league just to go out with you,
I think I will.
Yes I will.

3th Jan.
It was supposed to be a happy day.

Winter league 2010 :D

Team B8 ( Megatrons) :D
Correct spelling right?

Very nice for today league's games :D
We won both the games with quite a good score.
15-5 and 15-7

Yay I got the 1st def and 1st score for 2010 for Megatrons :D
Woo!
Everybody let's work towards our dream.

School tomorrow!
OMG -.-
and my 30% assignment not done yet,
flying theory questions & answers not revised yet ):
Shit, so many things to do.
So little time!

I want to pass flying on the first try and finish it man!
Damn! ):
Time for dota, then study, then sleep.
THEN SCHOOL.
OH GOD!

GoodBye.

心连心去追求梦想

ZD Rookie 7 :D

Before that,
did I forget to link anyone now? :D

Alright let get down to the resolution for 2010 :D
Before that,
I went to Vivian's blog and I saw something which is very true man!
"Any resolutions also not realistic at all"

1) Maintain the good GPA in poly :D ( who wont want this man. )
2) Make more friends :D ( be it in ultimate or others. )
3) Pass my flying final handling test on the 5th Jan on the 1st try :D ( please please. )
4) Improve better as a ultimate player. :D
5) Find a understand girlfriend :D ( I swear I saw this from Huimin's blog. )
6) Get into SPU IVP squad / training squad :D ( ok let's all work hard. )

Remember in year 1,
My GPA was higher.
Till now it keep dropping. ):
Should really do something to push it up man!

Remember in year 2,
I swear that this was damn random at the time!
I told Derek lee i wanted to join frisbee in class one day,
so decided to ask people for help.
end up Derek being like the big brother,
he went to ask the person in charge whether we can join or not alone! :D
He must be like damn daring la.
I still remember I ps him for the first training due to flying.
But overall :D
Was really glad that he was so steady to join ultimate with me.
I believe it deeply changed both of us,
or at least for me :D

Sad and happy moments,
High and low moments,
We must still get over with it.
Old memories must be forgotten
in order for new memories intake :D

Have fun everyone in 2010.
A better year I hope for everyone.
GoodBye :D

GoodBye 2009 , Welcome 2010 :D

Hello people :D
Let's kick start this post with a picture I like alot which is on top :D
Nice right nice right?
Ok, nvm at least I think it's nice.

First day of the new year :D
Woke up like damn early in the morning to go out with friends to Sengkang.

Last day of the old year,
spend the countdown with Jiayi , Aizhu , Junren, Sato , Xiangxiang.
I saw keeching at khatib too :D
Didnt notice him until he tap me.
So ya,
5,4,3,2,1
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE :D

ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYONE IN THIS NEW YEAR,
BE IT YOUR STUDIES, RELATIONSHIP, CAREER, FRIENDSHIP etc.

Spend the last 2 days of 2009 in SP for ZD AGM :D
Very fun and noisy and hyper!
That what we are,
TEENAGERS :D ( opps sorry james )

So before the whole of the AGM start,
we went to moberly to slack and play first :D
Used Kokhow lappy and webcam.
Yay nice nice :D
The rest of the photos are in facebook.






AGM started around 7+ pm :D
With dinner first followed on by some games and activities :D
Overall it was a fun gathering.
Thanks Jim and Bolang. :D
Great job :D



Took pics with Bolang and Kahkiat :D
why never wear ZD shirt ar kahkiat!
haha! :D

Ok goodnight people.
Flying tomorrow and that mean I am not going for ZD training again ):
Damn!
Bye!

and why you all like long posts so much ar?!
AND HEY SHIT
I FORGOT ABOUT MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION ):
Tomorrow then.