Priority, option.

Nvm why should I care whether am I a priority in your life or not,
why do I care,
why do I feel sad whenever we started arguing?
WHY?

If I don't love you,
you think I will care so much,
be upset so much.
aiya I think you won't even know.
forget it, since you no longer treat me as a priority.

to think I am considering whether to skip training tomorrow
just to go with you to ikea to look at your new table and other stuffs.
but now what?
you think still need to consider?

What you want me to say?
What you want me to do?
If you are crying now,
why not think about whether am I crying now too?
over the same thing, over and over again.