What if?

Its been quite a while since i last updated my blog.
I got nothing much to update also.

What if you had to tell a lie to make someone happy,
What if fate just love to play with you,
What if you really wish to be with someone you love,
What if all the things you had done are useless,
What if the world end in 2012,
What if your 1 year anniversary will be coming soon,
What if you could never get back the things you wanted,
What if...

I feel so tired seriously.
I am obviously not enjoying my holidays like many others,
slept at 2am, woke up at 8am ._."
Where can i find the energy. ):
GoodBye!